I Will Try To End The Male Lead

I, Kwon Jin-ha, felt sick after reading a romantic novel. And I was feeling all the emotions and sensations felt by the female protagonist "Elby", we were connected. Due to the terrible pain and sadness, I went to the hospital several times, but the doctors said that nothing was wrong with my body. In the end, I sent an email to the novel's author. When I sent an email, I didn't even get a reply... “You have to do things right, Elby.” I became possessed by Elby in the novel. As soon as I was possessed, I saw the male lead pressing his cheek against me and all I could think of was male lead? I only have to kill him and everything will be fine.